I'm sitting in my own living room right now and I don't seem to know anyone that is sitting in my living room...it's not like 15 random people in my living room is unusual....because not having random unknown people in my living room is unusual...Mario and I had a really big fight. I really miss him...and I love him so much...I don't know why I've been so crazy...but all of these feelings and emotions are built up inside of me and I guess it's time to just explode them out of me. I LOVE Mario with all of my fucking heart...I love him soooooooooooooooooo fucking much. why do we have to fight....why????? why the fuck do we have to fight? I Love you mario.....you don't even read these blogs and I Love You...I just want to let you know if by chance you ever come across these...
I have always love you...I will always love you...you are the one for me and you mean everything to me in the whole world....
I want to be with you...I want everything from you, and I want to be able to give you everything as well....
What am I doing with my life right now? I really don't know what life has in store for me.....I have no clue what's going to happen after right now...what should I do? I'm trying to get a job but this fucking piece of shit economy is not working out in my favor......
my life fucking sucks soooooooo fucking bad....I need some fucking liquor right now....some liquor in my system...actually not some...more like a whole bottle...hell lets go overboard....2 bottles....
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