we can never reach it...it's unreachable.

AHHHH did you ever notice that once things become something common, seen regularly, and repetitive, they lose their special-ness.....they become less special because they become more common and average to you...you get used to it...so it becomes less and less special to you than when you first got it or owned it or whatever it is that became common...and it becomes less special until it becomes nothing to you anymore....it loses it's value...and you move on to something new.

Isn't that the truth...it's so true...even about people in our lives that at one time were special to us...it's sad but true...it really saddens me that common things can't keep people continously happy...so why do we as people claim monogomy? we go on to something else...we don't want one thing...we want it all..and we wont be satisfied until we've had it all and there's nothing left to have...but it wont work like that...because you could live your whole life until you die trying to have everything, and you still wont reach it....you can never have everything...it will never happen..you will die trying...is that really what you want? to die trying to reach the unreachable to make you satisfied?

why can't you just always have the things that initially satisfied you? people always have to look for bigger, better things...it's human nature. why would you settle for less?

AHHH


I hate reality...

the sad part for me is...that when I'm high...or I try to create my imaginary world....all that comes to mind is reality because I KNOW it's there...and it wont go anywhere in my mind...because what's real is real...I can't make it not real...and it sucks....everything is all just too real sometimes, and that's what make people go CRAZY

like me...

but that's all I have to say now..



reality is such a bummer sometimes, and that's what brings people down...they need to create their own world, turn to drugs, turn to religion, turn to something that makes things better....makes the real reality just imaginitive and their imaginary world becomes their reality....

FUCKED UP..

I'm high right now.

high on life.