HE RAN AWAY

I feel very lonely right now...it really sucks...now my room mate is trying to date this one girl...I'm very happy for him, but he's forgetting about his room mate... it kind of saddens me a bit..I don't want to tell him because I don't want to be selfish...I feel that he has spent a sufficient amount of time on me, and I don't want to take anymore of his time that he could spend on other things..

my room mate is great. he is an amazing room mate....my best friend...a great friend...everything...I am very glad I decided to do this..

as for my relationship with Mario....I don't know how things are working out anymore....he never sees me...never calls me...and when he does call...it's awkward...I still love him very much...even though he hurt me a lot.. I want to give him another chance to see if it's worth it.


I haven't exactly been doing much lately except for spending money that I don't need to spend...I really need to get a job right now, but no one is hiring and it driving me crazy....I NEED a job so bad.

my dog ran away this morning....I woke up to Cory bursting in my room *Brittany are you in here?* as I pop my head out from underneath my covers trying to awake from a deep deep sleep. *yes I'm here*.... *Kobe is gone, I woke up this morning and the door was wide open and now he is gone!*....*NOOO*.......

and then Cory searches for him in his car as I stay at home in case he would miraculously appear back at our front door...

realize that Kobe has not gotten used to staying at my apartment yet...we got him 2 weekends or so ago...and he does not know Akron at all...I don't even know Akron at all.....I STILL GET LOST...I kept thinking the worst this morning but Cory found him and brought him back...I was happy..

now he is sleeping soundly and content on the couch in the living room...I Love my puppy..

anyways.....college is ok I guess.....nothing really much to it...

that's all I have for now...I must return to whatever it was I was doing...ciao