It's my turn

I give up...I must let him go...I knew it couldn't work anyways....I just need to let everything go...I hold all of these things in my mind, and I'm so sick of putting my self through so much pain....all because of what? because people are ass holes? no....I will not feel like shit because someone else treats me like shit....if someone feels the need to treat me in that kind of a way, then you're not worth my fucking time...

I have never done anything bad to ANYONE but MYSELF...I will never have enough ignorance to hurt someone let alone in the way that I have been hurt..

Mario says he loves me and he wants to spend the rest of his life with me but yet he has done all of these horrible things to me...and says all these horrible things...If I meant anything...ANYTHING to him he wouldn't say any of that...or do what he has done!

I gacve him everything I had...my trust..my love..my heart...everything...I gave you $1200 so you could pay fees....when I needed that money...I took that money out with a loan...and now you threaten me and tell me you wont pay me back? FUCK YOU..

Look at how ignorant people are anymore...they do everything for themselves and NOTHING for everyone else...

I have nothing to say to people like that..I'm not wasting my breath on them...not anymore...

I'm DONE....I'm done wasting my time...my life...my energy...everything on people like that..

I need to concentrate on school...on enjoying life...on doing good....on being happy...

It's my turn to do something for myself....I'm always worried about other people and helping them...not once have I helped myself!