College isn't worth it

you notice how some songs by Incubus absolutely rock and then the rest absolutely suck? well one song will be amazing like wish you were here, anna molly, drive...but then they have their shitty ass songs like dig and earth to bella..

I didn't come on here to rat on Incubus...they have more talent than most I presume..maybe not..maybe it's all a show..I guess anyone could sing with a shit load of money...I mean Paris Hilton did come out with an album right? there's no way that broad can sing...

so my life is absolutely BORING right now...I was going to say uneventful...but that's a lie it is very eventful...just not in a good way...

you know who always rocks? the foo fighters...that's right...they rock..I'm digging their newer song Let it Die...I don't know I just like their melody and the tone of their voices...not too mention the lyrics are usually pretty sweet in most of their songs.

im just sitting here listening to music....and I'm starting to rot in this fucking room...I HATE it...sometimes I wish I could just go for a walk and get mugged or something...then maybe my family would realize this isn't a good place and I'd go back home...

people think that they have shitty lives, well imagine being stuck in a tiny ass room living with a person you don't know that's complete opposite of you, and you don't have a car, no money, and no one to talk to....that's shitty...I rather be somewhere else struggling to pay bills and just barely making it...because I know as soon as I get the fuck out of here my god damn education isn't going to be worth the fucking ridiculous loans that I've taken out, and the interest rate that those ignorant bastards put on it....WHAT THE FUCK....it's not worth it...

they say oh it's so worth it....but no it's not!! don't listen to anyone!! they're a bunch of liars!! it's not worth it!! my high school english teacher that's past middle 50's says he's still paying off his loans!!! I don't want to be like that...but from not even a whole year of college I've already fucked myself over...thanks mom and dad!

I'm about ready to sell my plasma....my blood...my eggs...my ovaries...my fucking whatever...

I'm just going to become a god damn nomad...how about that? or a hippy....a hobo...

I wish I were an animal...