You think I'd be in a mental hospital by now..but no one knows... I'm fine right? I've went through worse...but the hard part about it is that I finally trusted people again..finally...and it wasn't worth it...trusting someone else wasn't worth this torture..you can't just be with someone for years and love that person and have everything based around them, and just have that all disappear...how can people do shit like that..how can you tell someone you love them so much for years and that you want to have a family with that person and then just out of the blue end it all...how?
I want a god damn bottle of something...how pathetic coming from the preacher...here I am good Brittany who preaches about having a life, going to college, doing "good" things...and yet I'm the most messed up one out of them all..I'm a lying hypocrite...but I always wished the best for everyone...I always have...I've tried to help people out...why can't someone help me??
people always tell me things will be fine, but they wont...they wont be fine...people keep stomping me down..
what did I ever do? what what did I do to anyone? I was good once...and now...now I just want to die...my heart hurts so bad...
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