I talked to him tonight....and I really broke down...I broke down so hard that my head will hurts for weeks...ouch....
he told me he had thought about proposing to me before.....
God those words were horrible to hear. That's what I've wanted so badly..I wanted that! But I wanted him to ask me...and yet he didn't...
what made him not ask? was it because he was already married and he doesn't want to do it again?
You know how it makes me feel? like I'm not good enough. He could ask Nikki no problem and have a child with her....but with all that we've been through he can't even ask me something like that?
:(
I love him....and I wanted that more than anything...now I don't think it'll ever happen...
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