Haha you know what's crazy? For a while there, I honestly thought I found "the one." But now I see that it was too good to be true. The one does not exist. It's all a part of our imagination. We want to believe that there is actually someone out there that is perfect for us. But the truth is that love doesn't even exist. We weren't built to love. It's something we made up in a moment of weakness. It's something that we want to feel.
I wanted it so bad. After two previous mistakes, I just really wanted it to work this time. He seemed so perfect for me. And it felt like that in the beginning.
I just couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't put myself in such a messed up situation. I've been in far too many of those, and I can't do it again. Because I always end up getting fucked over.
God I really wanted it. Just one thing, and that was it. It just wasn't meant to be....I wish it were..
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