escaping reality

I know I haven't posted for quite a while...but so much has happened...I moved into my aparment in Akron with my friend Cory..

It's so nice to be able to feel at home again and to have a very nice, honest, clean, smart, and respectful room mate. You can't find many of those anymore...I know that...I'm very greatful..

As far as my reltionship goes there has been a lot of fighting and arguing going on...I don't know what's going on at all..

I'm still pretty lost...but I'm starting to feel a little better than how I felt before...I've been going to class....and everything seems to be ok..

I think this time things might work out a little better for me, or so I'm hoping.

I still need to find a job so that I can have money for things I need, and then when I graduate I need to pay off all of my loans...

"such a heart...such a soul...when you find it there you search no more..don't tell me it's not worth trying for you can't tell me its not worth dying for...you know it's true...everything I do...I do it for you."

such a good song...good job Bryan Adams...

Anyways..I don't know what's next for me in life..

I'm kind of scared to know...everything is so stressful anymore...I just need to take a vacation...a break....something...

I need to escape the madness of reality..