I can't even fucking socialize anymore!! I actually want to and now I can't!! ANXIETY..apparently anxiety is a reaction from some kind of fear...or threatening situation..hmmmmm how am I always anxious? I can't even talk to someone because my heart is pounding sorapidly and jumping up and down and im getting light headed and dizzy and my eyes start to twitch and I can't breathe...does this sounds right to you? or am I just crazy? is this normal? because if it is I will never try to talk to anyone else ever again..
ughhhI freeze and feel like a dumb ass...or I laugh at something that isn't funny...I make myself come off as a completely incapable fucking retard...
damn it...
i need so many different prescriptions..
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