Back in O-H-I-O

Ha ha ha.....my shitty life has caught up with me....my past I should say....and to think I was on the right path in my life...I go to rehab last year complete 6 weeks of treatment and then move to Florida to get away from all of the bad up here in Ohio....well there's bad everywhere...and quite frankly I HATED Florida so so so much...what a ikky place...sorry but I'll stick to Ohio...it's beautiful up here...and I'm familiar with the wood creatures up here. no more fire ants and brown recluses and black widows...But Ohio is really getting to me again...The bad people...the bad things...the bad ways.

fuckkkkk....so last year in March....I believe March 8th. the cops pulled in my driveway and apparently I had a warrant for my arrest for a car accident that I had gotten into December 8th- 2010 and I missed a court date I didn't even know I had because I was in the hospital having back surgery...so anyways they pull in my driveway run my plates and let me know I have a warrant...I'm shocked as hell....so that supposedly gave them motive to search my car for whatever reason...mind you I was already out of my car up to the door of my house ready to walk in as they pull in my driveway with their lights on....which is FUCKING BULLSHIT because it was such a bitch move on their end...I asked them what they wanted and they said that I didn't have my headlights on...which is bullshit because I completely turned them off...so when they searched my car apparently somehow they found some dope in my car...hmmm....and a WHOLE YEAR later I am JUST now getting charged with it....it's an F-5 in Ohio...I don't understand...why didn't I get a ticket or some kind of charge for it at the time...it just bewilders me...so now a whole year later after I've been iin rehab and have been clean they want me to start going through this shit again...I mean what the hell am I supposed to do?? It just stresses me out to the point where I want to go back to my old ways....but I know if I have one little fuck up I'm DONE for...I just need some kind of help...I want all of this to go away..