Tornado Dreams

I keep having all these crazy dreams about tornadoes...not like that's uncommon for me...but I am having them every single night now.....insane..I think I've had dreams of tornadoes ever since I was a kid like 8 or 9 up until now. It used to be the same exact dream over and over throughout the years and it would only happen every now and then. But now I'm having all these different and new tornado dreams, very close to home. It's funny that I'm having them now when all these tornadoes are appearing in Kansas and Texas and whatnot....of course I'm never going to see a tornado where I live at, but I would love to....it sounds crazy but it fascinates me greatly. Wouldn't it fascinate you if it haunted your dreams throughout your whole life? I feel like I NEED to see one....not even that but be right there...I would LOVE to die in a tornado...not anytime soon of course but when I'm older and I'm almost at that point anyways...it would be so symbolic...weird? I know...haha

Tearing Away

I'mmmmmmm tearrrrrring away. Pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay. You run away, faster and faster you can't seem to get away...

Hope there's a reason. For questions unanswered I just don't see everything. Yes I'm inside you. Tell me how does it feel to feel like this, just like I do. I don't care about anyone else but me. I don't care about anyone. I don't care about anyone else but me. I........don't care about anyone.....Do I really want this? Sometimes I scare myself I just can't let it go. Can you believe it? Everything happens for reasons I just don't know. I don't care about anyone else but me. I don't care about anyone. I don't care about anyone else but me. I......don't care about anyone or anything else but me.