WISH ME LUCK

ughhhh...it's been a long time since I've posted....I wonder why? work....school...work....school...It seems that I have absolutely NO LIFE ANYMORE!! it makes me sad....really it does...I like how certain parts of my life used to be....it's SO different now....I'm not 100% sure about it yet..

anyways.....been working a lot....getting way more hours....soon I will get a raise....and then I will get my OWN place...this apartment I'm living in now is a shit hole...and I can't wait to get out.....what else is new? Well my brother got a job at a factory making way more money than I am (makes me jealous) trying to get my bf to apply there but it'll ruin his pizza shop dream.....what am I to do about it? nothing of course....cuz he'll freak out!

anyways....school is going good except for all of the papers are always assigned and due at once which makes it really hard on me when I'm already working a lot. I hate it :( I really can't wait for this summer......so I can go camping and go to bonfires and parties and to the beach....it'll be amazing....I am really excited for once. I don't really have anything else to look forward to.....life has been way too boring and repetitive.....and I always end up with no money....how does that work out? I need to get a second job so I can get this apartment.....

WISH ME LUCK